its 5am. why am i awake?
i was such an extrovert last year, needing people to keep me energized. and now it seems, when i am alone is when i am most awake. and my mind is most clear when i am by myself or with only one or two people.
number 1 can be considered a problem health-wise, but great for night time art making and thoughtful musings.
number 2 can be considered a problem when trying to stay energized in groups, but great for intentional relationships, meditation, and focus in creative outletting.