right now i miss:
all my music. all 9,000 songs. i really really really want to listen to this "comfort" mix i just had made a couple days ago, before the big computer crash of 08'.
the only songs i can remember that i put on it were a few gregory and the hawk songs and a few jaymay songs.
i miss my computer.
i miss the millions of lists of things i have.
i love lists.
i had 5 million "favorites" tabs in my safari browser.
street fashion sites
fine artists sites
favorites of favorites
learn new things sites
be involved in these sites
get creative/inspiration sites
and other categories i cant remember.
within some tabbed category, there were sub categories.
like... illustration/illustrators: types of illustration
i literally probably had found the websites to at least 50 different illustrators and artists i admire and am inspired by. and now i cant remember any of their names.
i have HORRIBLE memory, this is why my computer is SO important to me. it lets me store "memories" within it.
and now its all gone.
i want my hard drive to come back to life. i need my memories back.
come on computer.