Pray or Think

(a piece I did inspired by Calico Courtney Brooks)

Being a freshly spat out college graduate is scary. I am overwhelmed in ways that I would much prefer to the ways in which I was overwhelmed while in college. But its just freaky having life rush at me so quickly right after graduation. Here is a prayer, or just think of me, request:

I have 5 more days of nannying. There goes the kick ass income, but everyone say a big welcome back to my sanity. Praise God.

I am working for an incredible artist with a crazy schedule. Sometimes busy busy, sometimes nothing. And I could potentially start working for another artistic duo soon who are wanting a more strenuous work schedule. This will be good for my soon to be empty pockets, but heavy on my heart in trying to find time to visit California.

I am homesick. I miss my quite hometown so much. I am sad that my road at home is being invaded by hipsters as opposed to once bubbling over with friendly old old old people. I miss my sisters and their incredible humor and cuddliness so much.

I miss my grandparents. I was so lucky to have gotten to live with them for a month in January. I love them so much.

I miss Camp Hammer so much. The incredible community. The beautiful serene redwood forests.

I am worried about my housing situation. We have probably looked at around 10 houses and nothing has worked out. We have to move in a little over 2 weeks and we don't have anywhere to move to. I am stressed out.

I am thankful for the good and the bad. I learn from it all. But I really just want to get things in order here. I want my job to be stable for awhile, I want to set a date to visit California, I want to find a house to live in and move in already. I want to feel stable because my heart is ready for responsibility and maturity.


Chelsea Talks Smack said...

this is fantastic....would you ever want to do artwork for band posters, tshirts, etc....

leslie said...

good luck, moorea. one thing at a time.

blazedanielle said...

Hey girlie! :) I always loved this piece. I hope you are doing well. I too am adjusting to life post school... it's different for sure! I'm also a bit homesick... say hello to Seattle for me!